Beth's Story, 1914 Read online

  Bridget, where are you?” I exclaimed. My hand hovered over the bellpull. I’d never had to ring for my lady’s maid more than once. It seemed frightfully demanding to ring a third time, but I couldn’t begin to get ready until Bridget appeared. And our chauffeur, James, had already left for the train station to pick up my French relatives, the Trufants. If Bridget didn’t come to my aid soon, I would never be ready to receive them when they arrived!

  I paced the length of my bedroom, brushing my auburn hair so that its waves tumbled softly around my shoulders. My hair, at least, I could fix by myself if I had to. But for everything else—from wriggling out of my billowing nightgown to fastening the tiny pearl buttons on my dress—I would need help. I glanced at the ticking clock on the mantel and realized that I had no choice but to summon Bridget yet again. If I wasn’t dressed and waiting in the great hall when the Trufants entered Chatswood Manor, it would be a social catastrophe!

  I yanked on the bellpull with all my might. Since it made no noise in my room, I had to trust that the bell to summon Bridget rang down in the servants’ quarters. My hand had scarcely released the silken pull when I heard a soft knock. “Do come in!” I called without turning around. “Thank goodness you arrived,” I continued as I began to rummage through a small drawer in my dressing table. “We have very little time, but if possible, I would love for you to weave the little pearls into my hair. Do you know where they might be?”

  It was then that I looked up and saw, not Bridget, but Shannon, one of the housemaids who tended the upper floors, standing in my room. Her arms were brimming with peonies, lilacs, and the first June roses.

  “Good morning, Lady Beth,” Shannon said. “I’ve been filling the guest rooms with fresh flowers for the Trufants, and I thought you might like some for your room as well.”

  “Oh, Shannon, I’m in a terrible state!” I cried. “What am I going to do? The Trufants will be here any moment!”

  Shannon’s green eyes grew as wide as saucers. “But, milady! You’re not ready to receive! Where is Bridget?”

  “Please, Shannon, you’ve got to help me,” I begged. “I’ve rung the bell three times, and Bridget has yet to arrive.”

  “I’ll go downstairs and fetch her myself,” Shannon promised. Then she rushed out of the room.

  I breathed a sigh of relief and tried to calm my nerves. Surely Shannon would not fail me. Ever since she’d come to Chatswood Manor two years ago, Shannon had been my favorite housemaid. The other housemaids tended to their work with little more than a hurried curtsy if I was in the room. Shannon, though, always had a smile or a kind word for me. She was so friendly that she never minded when I chatted with her while she cleaned. I knew that I could count on her to help me now.

  I tried to pass the time by searching for my pearls, but the truth was, I had little idea of where Bridget stored such things. As the clock ticked away with no sign of Bridget or Shannon, I started to worry again. What could possibly be keeping them? I wondered. Should I follow Shannon to find out for myself? Of course, I could never go downstairs to the servants’ quarters—such a thing would be unthinkable. But perhaps I could wait just outside the staircase, or even ask another housemaid to help me find Bridget.

  I paused before the portrait of my great-grandmother Elizabeth. “What would you do, Great-Grandmother?” I whispered.

  From the canvas, Great-Grandmother Elizabeth smiled as she always did, with her lips closed and her eyes full of secrets. The Elizabeth necklace, a stunning piece of jewelry set with sapphires as blue as the sea, sparkled around her neck. Just looking at it made my heart flutter. Ever since Great-Grandmother Elizabeth had worn it, the Elizabeth necklace had been passed down to each Elizabeth in the family on her twelfth birthday. And it would be my turn to receive it on my birthday—in only two days’ time! For as long as I could remember, I had dreamed about my twelfth birthday. There were so many exciting festivities planned: a picnic with my mother and grandmother, a formal family dinner, and my debut as the guest of honor at the grandest ball my parents had ever thrown. But receiving the Elizabeth necklace, the very same one that had been captured in the portrait, would be the most special of them all.

  My great-grandmother’s portrait had been painted when she was eighteen years old, just six months before she married . . . and six months before her twin sister, Katherine, left Chatswood Manor forever, taking with her the ruby-studded Katherine necklace. As the older twin (by all of five minutes), Elizabeth would’ve known for years that she would marry Cousin Maxwell Tynne in order to keep Chatswood Manor in the family. Her destiny had been set from the moment of her birth. But could anyone have guessed that Katherine’s heart would lead her across the ocean to America, never to return? I longed to ask my great-grandmother how she had managed without her beloved sister by her side. I longed to see if my hair really was as wavy as Elizabeth’s had been. And I wished to learn all the secrets that danced in her beautiful blue eyes.

  But that was not meant to be. Great-Grandmother Elizabeth had died two years before I was born, so I had never even met her. Having her portrait in my room was a small consolation; I loved going to sleep each night feeling as if she was watching over me. Initially, Mother had objected to moving the portrait into my room, saying it was hardly proper decoration for a young girl’s room. But I had begged and begged until she relented.

  Katherine was still alive in the far-off state of Rhode Island in America, where she lived with her daughter, granddaughter, and great-granddaughter, my cousin. Lucky Cousin Kate, to live with her great-grandmother! I’d never met Kate either, but we wrote long letters to each other every week. That’s how I knew that my American cousin had an adventurous spirit. What, I wondered, would courageous Cousin Kate do in a situation like this? Surely she would take action, and not stay caged in her room like a pet songbird.

  I pressed my fingers to my lips to blow a kiss to Great-Grandmother Elizabeth, as I always did when I passed her portrait. Then, with my decision made, I strode from my bedroom. Mother was surely in the middle of getting dressed, and I was almost certain that Father was in his study, so I wasn’t worried about being seen on my way to the servants’ staircase. And, of course, there was no real harm in waiting outside it. It was, after all, just a few steps outside my room!

  I hovered at the top step, straining my ears for any sign that Bridget was on her way. The sounds from downstairs were muffled, but I could faintly hear the hum of voices. Perhaps Mrs. Morris, the housekeeper? Or Mrs. Beaudin, our French chef? Then I noticed another pair of voices, approaching from behind me.

  “Not a moment’s peace until after the birthday—”

  “Ha! There won’t be any peace until the Trufants leave. I remember when Lady Beatrice—”

  It was Jennie and May, who must have just finished sweeping last night’s ashes from the fireplaces. Their conversation ended as soon as they saw me, and I of course pretended I hadn’t heard a thing. With a quick curtsy and a murmured, “Milady,” they descended the stairs. I watched them go, wishing that I could’ve heard just a bit more. What did Jennie remember about my aunt Beatrice?

  At last, I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. I moved closer to the stairwell to see if it was Bridget, but it was Mr. Harrison, the butler, who crossed the threshold. And he was not alone; Mrs. Morris, the housekeeper, followed behind him. Then came Shannon and a gaggle of housemaids—Jennie, May, Nora, Peggy. But where, where, was Bridget? From the troubled look on Shannon’s face—and the crowd of servants behind her—I could tell that something must have happened.

  “Where is—”

  “Lady Beth—”

  Mr. Harrison and I spoke at the same time, but of course he let me finish first.

  “Where is Bridget?” I a
sked, wasting no time on pleasantries. “Is she unwell?”

  Mr. Harrison cleared his throat and looked purposefully down the hall. “Lady Beth, I regret to inform you that Bridget has resigned her position at Chatswood Manor, effective immediately.”

  My mouth fell open in shock. “Immediately?” I exclaimed. “Surely she didn’t just leave—”

  “I am afraid she is already gone.”

  Mrs. Morris stepped forward with a reassuring smile. “Not to worry, milady,” she said. “Finding Bridget’s replacement will be my top priority. And until then, I will personally assign one of the housemaids to assist you.”

  A hopeful murmur passed between the housemaids as my eyes met Shannon’s. There was no mistaking the longing on her face. Suddenly I realized that this unfortunate turn of events could have a happy ending.

  “Might I suggest that Shannon take Bridget’s place?” I said.

  Mrs. Morris paused. “Lady Beth, I fear that Shannon may not be prepared for the role of a lady’s maid,” she said, choosing her words carefully. “She has served as a housemaid for just two years.”

  “I don’t mind,” I replied.

  “What about Jennie?” Mrs. Morris suggested. “She is the head housemaid. And she has a bit of experience as a lady’s maid, you know. She stood in for Miss Dalton for two weeks last winter, and your mother was very pleased with Jennie’s service.”

  “I would be quite happy with Shannon’s assistance,” I insisted. “We already know that she is ever so skilled at styling hair. Why, just look at those dainty curls!”

  Shannon’s hands fluttered up to the fiery red tendrils peeking out from under her white cap. “This is just a bit of vanity,” she murmured as she looked down.

  Mrs. Morris and Mr. Harrison exchanged a glance. Since Shannon was still staring at the floor, I made sure to look directly at them. “Really, I can think of no better candidate for the job,” I said firmly.

  “Very well, then. It’s settled,” Mr. Harrison finally decided. “She can fill the role on a trial basis. Shannon, your work has always been impeccable, and I expect it will continue to be so.”

  “Of course it will,” I said, answering for Shannon, who looked as if she might start crying at any moment. I knew they would be tears of happiness though, and that made my heart swell with joy. As far as I knew, there had never been a lady’s maid at Chatswood as young as Shannon. She was just sixteen, only four years older than me.

  I was about to grab Shannon’s hands in my excitement when Jennie murmured, “Right, then,” in the most disappointed voice I’d ever heard. Then she and the other housemaids slunk back downstairs—giving me a chance to stay composed in front of Mr. Harrison and Mrs. Morris. After all, Shannon and I could celebrate her promotion when we returned to my room.

  I turned back to Mrs. Morris. “About Bridget,” I began. “Why did she leave? And where has she gone?”

  “Milady, you must not trouble yourself with such matters,” she replied.

  “But I can’t believe that she wouldn’t even say good-bye!”

  Mr. Harrison gave me a pointed look. “Lady Beth, please excuse me. But might I remind you of the time? I expect the Trufants will arrive shortly.”

  The Trufants! I had nearly forgotten!

  I reached past Mr. Harrison and grabbed hold of Shannon’s wrist. “Hurry, Shannon!” I cried as I pulled her down the hall. “There’s not a moment to lose!”

  Shannon and I ran back to my bedroom as fast as we could. After she closed the door, I squealed with excitement. “If I didn’t know better, I’d think today was my birthday!” I cried. “Can you believe it, Shannon? You’re a lady’s maid now—you’re my lady’s maid! Now we can chat whenever we want to and go everywhere together and—oh, Shannon, we’re going to have such fun!”

  Shannon’s hands flew to her face. “Lady Beth, how can I ever thank you?” she exclaimed. “What you’ve done for me today—truly, this is such an honor—”

  “Nonsense!” I said, laughing. “I’m ever so grateful to you for helping me. Oh, goodness, look at the time! Shannon, would you fetch my underclothes—they’re in the top drawer, I believe—”

  Before I had a chance to remove my dressing gown, Shannon was by my side with a fresh chemise. She stood beside me, unsure, until I gestured to the back of my dressing gown.

  “If you wouldn’t mind . . .”

  “Certainly, Lady Beth,” she replied.

  As Shannon fumbled with the small buttons that ran the length of the back of my dressing gown, I could feel her hands trembling. I turned around to look at her and realized that Shannon had grown pale. “Shannon! Do you feel faint?” I asked. “Whatever is the matter?”

  “Lady Beth, I do apologize,” she said miserably. “I’m just—I’m rather nervous. I don’t know quite what I’m supposed to do. Mrs. Morris was right. I’m not experienced enough for a position with this much responsibility.”

  “She certainly was not,” I told her. “You’ll have the hang of it in no time. Once the dressing gown is unbuttoned, I’ll put on the chemise. Then you can help me into the lace slip and then my dress. Then you’ll arrange my hair and help me with my jewelry and shoes. And I’ve already brushed my hair today, so I’ll just need your help with fixing it into a nice style. That’s all there is to it, really.”

  “Are you sure?”

  “Of course! And if you have any questions, just ask. You’ll be brilliant, I’m sure. And, Shannon? I’d like to wear this nightgown tomorrow night so that I’ll wake up wearing it on my birthday. It’s my very favorite.”

  “Of course, milady. I’ll wash—”

  Shannon suddenly stopped speaking.

  “What is it?” I asked curiously, twisting around to look at her.

  “I just realized that I no longer have to do the laundry!” she said as an enormous smile spread across her face. “It’s by far the worst task of a housemaid—the basement is so very dark and damp, and one hears such terrible sounds—”

  “Like what?”

  “Oh, a scritch-scratch-scratching, like a rat nesting in the corner, and Peggy said she once saw a ghost—”

  “A ghost!”

  “Well, I try not to pay any mind to Peggy, for everyone knows she lets her imagination get the best of her. But Peggy’s tales don’t matter to me anymore, because a lady’s maid needn’t trouble herself with such chores. I’ll never have to go down to the basement again!”

  “How splendid!”

  “Of course, I’ll see to it that one of the housemaids launders your nightgown at once,” Shannon said, growing serious. “I apologize, Lady Beth. I didn’t mean to complain about any of the work I’ve done here at Chatswood Manor.”

  “Don’t be a goose, Shannon. I don’t care if you complain,” I replied. “You must always speak freely with me. I insist upon it.”

  Shannon’s smile returned. “You are kind, Lady Beth. But I’m afraid that you’ll soon tire of my chatter.”

  “Never,” I declared as I pulled on my chemise. “Why, no one in this house ever tells me anything. So I shall rely on you to do so. Now, do you know what has happened to Bridget? I can’t imagine that she would disappear so suddenly without a very good reason. Was there a scandal, Shannon? Did she fall in love with a boy from the village and run off in the night to be married?”

  “I’m afraid, milady, that it is nothing so romantic as that,” she said somberly. “Word came in the morning post that her mother has taken ill. Bridget left at once so that James might take her with him to the train station.”

  “Oh, poor Bridget!” I cried. “How dreadful! I do hope her mother will be all right.”

  Shannon nodded in agreement as she helped me into my lace slip.

  “And which dress would you like?” she said.

  “The violet one with the blue overskirt,” I said after a moment’s thought.

  Shannon helped me step into my silk dress and then started fastening the pearl buttons in the back. I glanced at my reflec
tion in the mirror.

  “Which one do you prefer?” I asked Shannon as I held up two necklaces. “The pearls are perhaps more suitable, but the amethysts are my best jewelry.”

  Shannon seemed to consider both necklaces carefully before she replied. “I think the amethysts would look lovely with your gown,” she said finally.

  “Yes, but I had planned to wear pearls in my hair.” I sighed. “Do you think the amethysts will clash terribly?”

  “No . . . ,” Shannon said slowly. “But if you want, milady, I could weave lilacs into your hair instead of pearls. They wouldn’t conflict with the amethysts.”

  “Lilacs in my hair! What a charming idea!” I exclaimed. “Let’s do that, Shannon. I should’ve known that you’d think of a clever solution. You’ve got a real knack for being a lady’s maid, as I knew you would!”

  Shannon blushed happily at the compliment and strung the amethysts around my neck. Then she checked the clasp twice to make sure it was closed. “Aren’t you a beauty!” she said approvingly.

  I touched the amethysts gently so that they would catch the light. I wondered if this would be the last time I’d wear them. Once the Elizabeth necklace belonged to me, I couldn’t imagine ever wanting to wear another necklace—at least, not until I gave it to my own daughter someday.

  “I was not at Chatswood the last time the Trufants visited,” Shannon said. “Are you close to your cousin?”

  “Oh, yes,” I said. “On her last visit, Cousin Gabby and I were the very best of friends. I’m so happy that she’ll be here for my birthday party. I know you’ll like her, Shannon—she’s so pretty and stylish, and she knows all about the latest fashions. I wrote to her four times this spring to ask for advice about what kind of gown I should wear to my party. But I’m afraid she never responded. I think she must not have ever received my letters! We certainly have a lot to catch up on.”

  “I’m sure you and your cousin will pick up right where you left off,” Shannon said as she swept back my hair and wove it into a thick plait. “That’s how it’s always been with my cousin Molly in County Clare. Though years pass between our visits, she’s like a sister to me.”